My Ayahuasca Journey: The Night Before

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This week has been filled with emotions, positive, negative and some I can't even name. 
Tomorrow morning we begin our journey abroad for 4 days and 3 nights, in an unknown location with strangers to go through a lifechanging experience. Nothing too serious then. 

See you on the other side x

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